2021.10.19 09:45 AltruisticLimit479 The Eric P Show Episode 1 : )
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2021.10.19 09:45 bedsareforpeople wanting to move back to school after my brother was diagnosed with cancer
my brother was diagnosed with brain cancer a few days ago. it’s been a really hard few days, our parents are visibly broken up about it and so is our other family. he’s 24 and i’m 22. i haven’t been able to wrap my head around. he looks and sounds and acts the exact same. nothing has changed about it. but we now know he has a brain tumour and it will most likely take his life in the next 10-15 years.
i feel like i should be handling this a lot worse than i am. the first day we found out, i was crying at the thought of it. every time i’d be able to calm myself down, i’d think about it again and trigger more crying. but in the days since, i think about it and don’t really think anything. my brother moved across the country to start dental school a couple months ago. i’m in my senior year of my undergrad and moved back to school almost 2 months ago as well. he’s moved back home now because he needs surgery to get the tumour out then is supposed to do chemo. i was supposed to be home last week for an autumn break my school gives us. i know the circumstances for him being home are grim, but it feels like we’re just both on break from school at home (even though he’ll now be taking the year off school for his treatment).
i find myself getting annoyed with him like i used to. he eats all the snacks we have in the house and it drives me mad. he watches tv too loud and it still annoys tf outta me. but every time i think these thoughts now, i tell myself to be okay with it because he has cancer. i feel like this isn’t a healthy way to think; i shouldn’t treat him differently just because he has cancer. or should i? i’m so confused and don’t know how to be around him. we didn’t have an amazingly close relationship to start, and now i feel so lost in how to be there for him if i’ve never had that kinda relationship with him.
i also feel kinda trapped. i know i should stay home with him and my family, at least until he gets his surgery and starts treatment. they’re looking for neurosurgeons rn, trying to find the best dr they can. but all the best doctors have waiting lists that are weeks long. i’m in my senior year rn. i’m living with my bf of almost 2 years this semester, for the first time ever. i’m currently registered to do my final semester as a study abroad term, with a departure date for january 2022. i feel like i’m losing time. i haven’t talked to my parents about this yet, but i have a strong gut feeling that they’ll ask me to cancel my exchange semester to be with my brother. i feel like they want me to stay home from school for the rest of this semester to be with my brother.
i feel so selfish for wanting to go back to my normal life. nothing is normal anymore. 2 weeks ago, i was still living at school with my bf and hanging out with my friends. no one knew my brother had cancer yet. now everything changed. i already felt like covid stole the last 1.5 years and took away 2 years of my university experience. i finally was able to live at school again and now it’s being taken again.
and then, again, i feel selfish and mean. my brother has cancer and i can only seem to care about the experiences i’m losing out on. idk how to feel. i’m not sure if i’m an asshole. was hoping someone on this sub may have some words of advice or anything.
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2021.10.19 09:45 Jagvetinteriktigt If you've seen Dune 2021, how would you rate it in terms of quality and enjoyment?
If you prefer the decimal system, then view 1/5 as 1/10-2/10; 2/5 as 3/10-4/10; 3/5 as 5/10-6/10; 4/5 as 7/10-8/10; 5/5 as 9/10-10/10.
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2021.10.19 09:45 Awkward_turtle_Tetra Damage Build
2021.10.19 09:45 Ok-Passenger3399 MECHANICAL engineering basics
Now i have a free time before my classes begins and u would like to be in the mood of study by taking courses or something. Do anyone know which courses should i take ?
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2021.10.19 09:45 KingJet95 “Heaven” dream
dream starts somewhere in virginia 😒 i met with some people inside of a building to pick up something. but for some reason my anxiety was through the roof. after i left from this place, i had isaiah with me and we left. we got on the highway headed back to the old apartment. then, this big ass spaceship(?) and navy-type ship popped up infront of us. the spaceship blew up part of the highway. i assume it was an attack on america again. after the ship blew up the highway, i reversed in an attempt to get away. however, the ship blew up more of the highway behind us and we fell.. i closed my eyes, knowing it was the end. after we fell, i was inside a church type of building, surrounded by alot of people. these people were just as confused as i was. they were looking for their family. i looked around, and i found some people i knew, though i couldn’t remember their faces. however, isaiah was nowhere to be found. i then realized this place was “heaven”. it looked the same as the reality i left from, but there were some subtle changes. you couldn’t feel any pain, and being “alive” just felt different. there was a huge screen infront of us displaying the names of who was there. we moved around to find other people at this point.
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2021.10.19 09:45 Gooseman5050 BATTLE ROUND 2: Will The Ghost Kid and his side kick Squirrel survive the fall; Tune in Next week, same dastardly time, same channel
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2021.10.19 09:45 oilpaintroses Which fictional character makes you irrationally angry?
2021.10.19 09:45 SzegedNewsBotka 46 új beteg a megyében
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2021.10.19 09:45 Elsa-Fidelis Taiwan Aims to Develop Its Own Starlinks, Building a Full-Fledged Space Industry
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2021.10.19 09:45 johancoffey The first snow of the season at a rural mountain gas station
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2021.10.19 09:45 53510758 this weird image I made with the name of an album I like in starryai
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2021.10.19 09:45 Ambitious_Ad6489 What's a secret that would ruin your life if anyone ever found out?
2021.10.19 09:45 Puzzled-Ad-9099 Hier gibt es alles 🔥🔥
2021.10.19 09:45 Guardian_Cell ITAP of a military plane flying in the clouds
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2021.10.19 09:45 Kortex1664 HOLD BUY HOLD BUY HOLD BUY !
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2021.10.19 09:45 toootes ELI5: What does John Stuart Mill mean by the terms "rule of conduct" and "sentiment that sanctions the rule" when talking about the idea of 'Justice'?
When he talks about rule of conduct, he also says "to be common to all mankind and intended for good". I can't seem to grasp what he means about this sentence
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2021.10.19 09:45 Baju10 No reward for someone else's rage quit
I am sick and tired of people deliberately leaving games when its a draw. I dont rank up and I waste my time. Its absolutely ridiculous and something needs to be done about this. I coupdnt care leas about coins, but if someone quits on me, at elast gimme that W. Such bullshit.
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2021.10.19 09:45 vice4862 angels reveal their true form, and deliver unrelenting messages of harsh and terrifying truth
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2021.10.19 09:45 mirkojpn how you deal with your Nystagmus?
i'm from Japan now ( i'm Italian ) and i work here as a games programmer, as you can imagine i have my eye get tired soon during my job, and i would ask to other how you guys deal with your Nystagmus?
there is some cure? since there isn't much info about this.. anyone have find information on a possibility of cure?
nad yes i'm Albino.
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2021.10.19 09:45 AffiliateLeakz AMC Stock - A Shift Is Going down And You Need to mute Brace
2021.10.19 09:45 ifeelbetrayedbyarin Best Rob Halford project
2021.10.19 09:45 adchiasedotcom Nunu Tốc Chiến: Cách chơi lên đồ, bảng ngọc và combo chuẩn
| Là vị tướng có khả năng lăn cầu tuyết cực mạnh trong Tốc Chiến, Nunu sẽ lăn cầu tuyết càn quét mọi kẻ địch ngán đường. Sở hữu bộ chiêu thức dễ dùng nhưng mang lại hiệu quả cao cùng khả năng kiểm soát mục tiêu tốt và diệt quái rừng mau lẹ.|
Hôm nay mình xin gửi đến các bạn bài viết hướng dẫn cách chơi lên đồ Nunu Tốc Chiến và bảng Ngọc bổ trợ cho Nunu , trang bị Nunu chuẩn của cao thủ kèm thứ tự tăng bộ kỹ năng và phép bổ trợ, combo Nunu khắc chế mới nhất trong game LMHT Tốc Chiến.
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